Archive for November, 2010

November 20, 2010

There’s Nowhere Else to Go

I keep searching for a distraction,
something to keep me
occupied other than what I know
I need to do-
if that is, indeed,
what I need-
which is wherein the
problem lies. I don’t know
what I need
I only know what I want.
It isn’t here, or now.
So where, when is it?
Goddammit, already.

I’m growing tired

of waiting.

November 16, 2010

SIGH.

November 6, 2010

Just a Reflection

My life is filled with things that come to an end.
Abrupt, gradual, uncontrollable, accepting. I am slowly learning more about myself and why I am the way I am and if I am normal. Normal in general, normal in aspiration, normal in expectations.
I am pleased to discover that I mostly am.
I am displeased to find that I could be happier. Though things could always be better; life has taught me this much. And that means that there will never come a time when giving up will be the appropriate response.
Giving up is different than acceptance.
I’m glad I know this now.